tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-90119622833486258692023-11-16T02:42:27.674-08:00Fighting Lyme PeacefullyFollow me through my journey with Lyme Disease and multiple Co-infections.Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.comBlogger82125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-50553078460762981752015-03-12T03:45:00.002-07:002015-03-12T03:45:52.204-07:00Well Hello There!! <div style="text-align: center;">
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Wow, I can't believe its been nearly 18 months since I've posted anything. </div>
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Lets just put this out there....I do not enjoy blogging. I'm not good with writing letters. Etc. I would much rather speak to you face to face. Even over texting. (The voice messages through FB are pretty nice though! Ha! But anywho, so much has gone on that I have no idea where to start and stop. How in depth I want to get with details. Etc. </div>
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Lets just say that the last 7-8 months of our lives have been changed forever. I'm pretty sure I have taken a few years of my poor mother's life! There have been huge trials. Lots of scary moments. But growth: in faith, hope, patience, and humility. </div>
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I'll get into it more later maybe, but what I got on here tonight...errr, this morning (insomnia-1 Lynnelle-0) is a plea to my followers, family, and friends. My sister and brother-in-law are hoping/planning to host Eula again this summer. </div>
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Most of you probably don't know of whom I speak...I don't think I've talked about her on here. She is the sweetest 13 or 14 year old girl from Ukraine that they have had the chance to host for about 11-12 weeks in the summer and then that, Christmas they got to host her for about 4 weeks maybe. </div>
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(I could have some of my numbers in there a little wrong, but you get the point!)</div>
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They were planning on hosting her last summer with the dream, and hope, and much work done towards adopting her. However God a different plan, little Sully was due to arrive in July. (I think...can't remember his birth date) They simply couldn't do both. Not realistically speaking.</div>
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But now that my sister has mostly recovered from a hard, nearly fatal birth, she has been desperately looking for a hosting agency, but had been unsuccessful. Until the other day one of her hosting friends messaged her say that she thinks she had "...found (your) girl!". Sure enough here she was on a hosting page, "ready to go"! The Joy in this family can hardly be contained!! </div>
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So what I am presenting to you all is this: in order to be able to host Eula for the summer again, and because they are so far behind in finding what site she was posted on, being up for hosting, they have the short timeline of having raised $500 by the end of this weekend! </div>
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I'm going to post a link to my sister's funding page...if you feel led to donate monetarily, It will be so gratefully appreciated! Or you could donate homemade items to sell. Or you could buy some of her homemade ketchup that people have been crazy over! (No, seriously, people are ordering this stuff from her!)</div>
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But I guess above all, will you pray with us that first and foremost Summer hosting would be made possible. And that the hope and dream of adoption could be made possible. This is all Lord willing of course! </div>
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To say that we, or at least I am excited is an understatement!! </div>
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Here is the funding page: </div>
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http://www.youcaring.com/other/summer-2015-for-eula/320496</div>
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Eula - Summer of 2013</div>
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Mike and Jessica, and 2 of their now 3 boys. And our sweet Eula. </div>
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So happy! And look how she just fits right in?!? </div>
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I love and miss her so much. Even if our relationship had many barriers: language, culture, life, etc. But built a good relationship through....Skype!! </div>
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Help us bring Eula home to her forever family! </div>
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Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-49937649096643159132013-08-30T10:19:00.000-07:002013-08-31T03:00:44.477-07:00Prayer RequestI'm sorry that I haven't finished my hospital story. I have been so sick and exhausted and not able to read or concentrate. So writing has been out the question.<br />
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However, I do have a prayer request in the mean time. That you would pray that we could have the funds for treatment. Currently we are running very low and IVs are nearly completely out of the question, however, I am badly in need of them!<br />
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I am going downhill quite rapidly, as I am not on treatment, and for the last 3 months or so, I have been on oral antibiotics, all the while going downhill. Just as we had to stop the IVs due to lack of funds, I had started to see some progress. But with a couple rounds of oral treatment, and now completely off treatment, I am struggling big time.<br />
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I have been VERY blessed with the help from others, as they have had a heart for me and my situation, whether they knew me or not. And for that I am grateful beyond any words!!<br />
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I have been so blessed! Thank you to each one of you that has blessed me financially, through prayer and support, or through little things like visits, mail, etc. (Those little things are actually big to me! They are all big.)<br />
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Also, I ask that you pray for my mom and younger sister (my caretaker). They both have Lyme Disease and it is tough for them to go to work every day or to get up and take me out to all my appointments.<br />
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Also, we have black mold in our house, making it nearly impossible to get well until it is completely taken care of, as it is extremely toxic. I suspect that this is a big factor to our health and lack of healing. Honestly, this is one of the scariest things for me in this illness. I'm fighting so many battles, so many infections, toxins, etc.<br />
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Please pray that we will know what to do in the long run. Its scary, not knowing what God has planned for us. But we are trying to lean on Him, to show us the way, to lead us in the path He has planned for us and to accept that.<br />
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Thank you in advance for being my/our prayer warrior!<br />
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<br />Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-29695695275187327472013-08-03T04:55:00.000-07:002013-08-03T04:55:08.477-07:00Part 1: LONG Over-due UpdateI am so sorry that there hasn't been an update on here for so long! There is so much I could update you on but we will just skim the last several months. (Honestly, I can hardly remember them, my memory is really really bad right now. :( )<br />
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Until about 2 months ago, we switched from IV antibiotics to orals. This has NOT been an easy change, but due to lack of funds, we felt that that was the most wise way to go.<br />
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I have a bad stomach, so oral antibiotics just push that farther. It just seems to add to the internal/abdominal pain and turmoil vs. IVs not quite so much but MUCH more to the head. I don't know, both are hard!<br />
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So we will back up a couple weeks here:<br />
Monday morning- my home health nurse came as usual. I had left my port accessed for her, so that she wouldn't have to stick me, not that I'm afraid of needles by any means! When she was done she deaccessed me, ran the needle to the sharps box and quickly put a "pretty sparkly" band aid on.<br />
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Late that night I took it off and to my horror there was a whole in my skin! Keep in mind I do have EDS, so my skin is more fragile, and it was quite thin over my port, but I could not believe that she didn't notice, or just ignored this whole that I could see my port through!<br />
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So I had to properly clean it and dress it and even though it was the week that I was supposed to be dripping fluids, I proclaimed that NO needle was entering until I felt comfortable with the way it looked. It closed up great and was healing well!<br />
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However by Sunday night Monday to Sunday, 1 week), before I was to start treatment on Monday, I was so dehydrated I decided, that it had healed well enough that one stick would be ok. And that is where the next store time starts. And let me tell you, its a roller-coaster, ride at your own risk! <br />
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<i>And I want to say a big shout-out to all the people who come over here from </i><a href="http://lymewithpurpose.wordpress.com/">http://lymewithpurpose.wordpress.com/</a> <i>faithfully, waiting to hear something, I'm sorry to disappoint for so long, but now you have more to hear than you might want! lol!</i></div>
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I had NOT planned on being awake all night, to even see the sun set, but here I am. Pain and insomnia have a way of doing that to you. I took pain meds, I took meds to sleep (and trust me, what is prescribed should definitely know a human to sleep! But you would have thought they were sugar pills.<br />
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I guess its through the pain and frustration that finally gave me the final push to just get on and update people. How do people know when I'm not blogging? How do you know how to pray if I don't update? But like my friend <a href="http://lymewithpurpose.wordpress.com/" target="_blank">Andrea</a> just said, it is through your prays that I can keep going, not falling into depression, and not becoming so bitter like so many other people with Lyme. If you are wanting specific ways that you can pray beyond the depression/anger/bitterness:<br />
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<u><i>Also a BIG Thank you to Andrea!</i></u> She has given me a great way to try to relieve my pain in bed and it is working. Kind of. Its starting to flare up again, but I think in the long term its going to help a lot!! Thank you Andrea!! ::grin:: (just for you :))<br />
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So part 2 should hopefully be up soon! I want to get it up before I forget EVERything....my memory has taken a bad downward turn for the worse.<br />
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<br />Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-80166039575671610582013-03-19T19:06:00.003-07:002013-03-19T19:15:17.099-07:00Post CCSVI Surgery<div style="text-align: center;">
I'll just go ahead and say it- I'm not good at this. This blogging thing. Writing has never been my forte and remains that way. But I will go ahead and try to give you an update on my CCSVI surgery, the following treatment, and where I am now.</div>
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So I had my CCSVI surgery on February 27. We flew into Atlanta the day before and an amazing cousin picked us up at the airport and fed us some AMAZING tomato soup! Kudos to you Katie, you are an amazing cook!! And Jason, you make a mean cheese sandwich. :) And then we just crashed.</div>
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The next morning they were so kind as to take us to the Center where I had the surgery, I had to be there at 7:20am. If you know anything about insomnia, Lyme, and mornings....it was tough! And I wasn't allowed to take any meds. Not cool.</div>
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They very quickly took us back, I got changed and about an hour later, after all the legal stuff, exam, question, etc, I was on the operating table. They were great!</div>
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And my nurse, after seeing that I was allergic to tegaderm, asked me if my port dressing was an IV 3000 (1 hand)? I was speechless! Yes, YES, YES! It is! But how do you know about them?? He remembered using them in the hospital. He is the first nurse that I have come across that had ever even heard of them! It totally made my day! :) </div>
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Surgery was fine, I asked to have as little sedation as possible, so I had a Xanax and a tiny bit of Versed....which has very, very little effect on me. There were a few times of pain, but nothing I couldn't handle, by all means! However, afterwards was another story!</div>
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After surgery they make you lay completely flat for 4 hours and you aren't allowed to moved the leg that they used the vein in. But I was in so much pain it was all I could do to not lay there and just cry like a baby.</div>
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I have a high arch in my back- when I lay flat on the floor, you can put your arm clear under my back. And the beds were just like ER hospital beds...a tiny foam mattress....nothing really. I asked for pain meds and they let me take one of my Vicodin...but Vicodin doesn't really help me very much at all really, but it did manage to relax me enough to be able to sleep for about an hour....to escape.</div>
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You can only imagine the relief when I was allowed to get up and stand....never felt better!</div>
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We were quickly discharged and taxied to our hotel where I was able to lay down, take my meds and try to relax. However my body was just so upset by then....I had a hard time!</div>
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The next two days were filled with treatments, sleep, and a lot of ugly symptoms. But we were able to just stay in our hotel and not worry about too much!</div>
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On Thursday after my surgery on Wednesday a Lymie friend, whom I had yet to meet, but we had groan close...phone calls, texting late...or early ;) Just talking about normal things, things that every other 23 year old talks about. Wait, this isn't making sense.</div>
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Anyway, my friend Andrea drove nearly 4 hours to come meet me! Well, her mom and little brother, who rarely leaves her side, as he is her Lyme buddy, were with her as well. But I felt SO honored that they would drive so so far only to visit for about 2 hours and then go back home. Wow. Thank you Andrea! You really did brighten my day and meeting you was amazing, it felt like I had always known you! <3</div>
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Also, I am a little bit more steady on my feet. My sister who works with me a lot can see it, but my mom and I'm sure others have a hard time seeing it. But its there. I still can't walk right, by any means, but its just a little bit better, wish is valuable!! :) </div>
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<br />Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-68837830868203901222013-02-20T17:30:00.001-08:002013-02-20T17:30:57.218-08:00God's strengthI get a lot of comments on how strong people think I am. <div>
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I could never do this on my own! </div>
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Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-41078890818186894132013-02-18T00:06:00.002-08:002013-02-18T00:30:59.278-08:00Treatment, Puppy, and CCSVI Well, Its been way too long since I've updated, and I feel badly about that! I know I have readers, but I'm not giving them anything to read! Or anything to update on, or pray about.<br />
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Thinking of prayer requests, will you all please pray that we receive/can raise the funds for treatment after surgery?! Dr. Jemsek has a pretty serious treatment plan and we Seriously need help! Please pray with us!!<br />
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This year started out with a Bang! My mom and Grandpa were in the hospital at the same time, having heart caths on the same day. Previously Mom was supposed to take me to my appointment in D.C. on January 3, but suddenly plans changed and William went, thankfully he was still on winter break from school!<br />
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Thank you William for going with!<br />
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While we were at it, we decided to go see Grandpa as he wasn't doing well. Its only 2 hours down from D.C. area, so we couldn't get much closer if we tried!<br />
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I might also note that we were able to visit my Aunt Linda Hoover and her husband Derrek, whom are living in D.C. It was lovely seeing them and having dinner there....I guess, I was quite out of it! During dinner William kept hitting my leg, because I was falling over, as if I was asleep. I don't know where I was, sorry Aunt Linda and Derrek! :-/<br />
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At my appointment, we decided to only do half a cycle of meds, and after the round, I would have a phone consult with Dr. Jemsek to see if the added Xylitol and Lactoferrin made any headway with the bio-film. I did the 2 weeks of IV treatments and unfortunately the added film busters did nothing.<br />
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However, the Friday before I had my phone appointment with Dr. J, I had fallen and hit my head. I always have a headache. Always. But this just made it worse. But it made it worse and worse every day. By Monday I couldn't handle it and since I AM on Coumadin (blood thinner), we decided to go to ER just to make sure I didn't have a bleed!<br />
We've had more experience with brain bleeds and close calls than we want!!<br />
I was fine, no bleed, so they gave me a shot, which didn't help incidentally, and sent me home.<br />
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Since I had hit my head and had stirred up all my symptoms, particularly neuro, he didn't want me on anti-biotics the next week, so instead I did a week of Diflucan. And boy is that drug evil!! I got so sick. I was out of my pitiful mind.<br />
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We decided to do a detox bath...all fine, except that I was SO dizzy, double-blurry vision, and absolutely no co-ordination. When I was sitting on my bedroom floor I just fell over...ended up knocking my big space heater over. Haha!<br />
We will just say that the detox bath thing was an experience I don't wish to ever repeat. Minnie had to help me in, help me on the shower chair later and stabilize myself, dry off, dress, and pull me to bed. All the while my world is reeling. I can't focus or see. It was awful!<br />
I got back into bed and curled up was out....checked out, or out of my head, or asleep....I don't know. I thought I was awake, but Minnie took pictures of the puppy coming and curling up with me and sleeping....so sweet!!<br />
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OH! I forgot to mention, the first week in January, we started puppy sitting an adorable but nixy yorkie/maltese mix, and we will have her for 4 months total! This as provided plenty of challenges, yet, we have discovered just this last week how attached we are already, in 7 weeks! Oh my. Good byes will be hard, I'm sure.<br />
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Ok, so I did the week of Diflucan, found out how evil the drug can be, and incidentally I was herxing, it wasn't an allergic reaction, in case you are freaking out or something.<br />
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Randomly on Sunday night, I started having this awful chest pain that I get sometimes. It starts with banding, then shoots pain up my chest, esophagus throat, into my jaw and sort of settles into the roof of my mouth. I don't get this often, but I had mentioned it to my Cardiologist and he said that the next time it happens I had to go to ER. I was just sitting there, waiting for it to go away, so I wouldn't have to go in (haha) but it just kept coming in waves....awful pain. So when I said I wasn't ok, we headed in. To the ER. Again.<br />
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Last Monday, when they stuck us WAY back in a deserted land of a room, they told us to come back after Wednesday and the second half of the ER would be finished and they would have over 40 beds then. Well, we were back Sunday. And I got a full tour of the whole new part, all from my hospital bed. Not really a funny joke, but you have to make the best of it all! It turned out that it wasn't any cardiac event, and upon hearing of it and my "gallbladder attacks", Dr. J said that my vagus nerve was involved.<br />
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Then on to this last week, starting low dose, oral anti-biotics. Just for last week and this week until I leave next week for Atlanta.<br />
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Atlanta you say? Yes, I am going to Atlanta, Georgia to have CCSVI surgery done. It is to unclog my jugulars, in order for blood/treatment/anti-biotics to flow through more freely, and to be more effective. My ultrasounds showed severe blockage and I could really use more oxygen in my brain....I've sure been having POTSy attacks a lot lately! (This is not the cause of POTS....POTS is when your heart can't properly get the blood to flow back up to your heart and lungs and brain....but it does result in a lack of oxygen to the brain....and lightheadedness, dizziness, syncope, presyncope, etc) Hopefully the surgery will have some sort of a more immediate effect, but we will see when we get there and it is over. :) <br />
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Last week, the weekend in particular, and so far this week have been wracked with pain. Honestly, I think it is pure will power and the promise that I could and just WOULD update you all tonight. But I think that is the only reason that my hands are lasting this long. BUT, just in time, I must go. for it is far too late.<br />
Pain is a mean thing. It knows no time. I hope to update you all on the CCSVI surgery, but I put no promise on the time! ;)<br />
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Be well my dear friends!!<br />
<br />Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-536612348417805402012-12-03T11:00:00.000-08:002012-12-03T11:00:02.597-08:00Beyond Comprehension I'm sorry about any posts that have hurt those around me.<br />
This is a very emotional time for me.<br />
Lonely.<br />
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I will update soon about my treatment for the the week after next....thankfully I have another week off!!<br />
Love you all, and I hope to hear from all of you!!<br />
Yes, you!<br />
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LynnelleLynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-73960723174903838892012-10-25T16:05:00.000-07:002012-10-25T16:26:57.756-07:00In a bad place... I've been trying to get a post written to update you all on treatment and how the last round went, how my appt was, and what we are doing differently. But I just haven't had the energy or brain power to do any of it. I've tried recording and re-recording videos instead of writing. I've tried. I know you all can't see that though, I understand.<br />
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How sick I was that day and nearly cancelled on the photographer, but knew it was my only chance. The migraine....smiling in the light of out-doors with a migraine, this was a huge order for me. Then me hardly able to get back into my house and back into bed....I was in so much pain, and nauseous. Twitching and jerking. Vomiting and all sorts ensued.</div>
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I want to say Thank You to my Hilty Aunties for the fundraiser you did in my honor! I really appreciate it and want you to know that I love each and everyone of you and that I hope to see you all at Thanksgiving and thank you personally!! </div>
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Also to my second cousins in the Hilty family- they are more like first cousins since we know them so well!! :) Thank You for all your hard work and your love and thoughtfulness!!! I am blessed and humbled by all you have done for me!! </div>
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So most you have probably heard that I did get approved for disability. And have assumed that I no longer need financial help, that the disability would pay for my bills. This is so NOT true!! Disability will only a drop in the bucket! Like a friend of mine said, "This disease would drain a million dry". And its pretty much true! Besides, I haven't gotten a dime; I've only been approved. When I hear people say "I don't work, I'm on disability," I wonder how they are living because disability doesn't pay enough to live on, to say nothing of the medical bills.</div>
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I just had 2 ER visits and spent 4 days and nights in the hospital, doing every test they could.... ruling out Congestive Heart Failure. Thankfully I passed all the tests, and with a few med changes I am doing better. </div>
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I am still very sick and desperately need help! I still need intensive treatment and at this point its been costing about $7,000-$10,000 per month. Its just so far beyond our abilities. But we are hopeful that God will provide! We have faith that He will! </div>
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Thank you for understanding, and thanks to all who have so generously helped me get treatment. I really do appreciate it!</div>
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Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-45933273594097088672012-08-03T21:15:00.001-07:002012-08-03T21:15:31.915-07:00Here is just a brief update on what is going on with treatment, what I am taking, and how it is going.<br />
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<br /></div>Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-45231246950484250062012-07-31T17:24:00.000-07:002012-07-31T17:24:07.370-07:00I am Blessed!I am alive.<br />
I am blessed!<br />
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Our beloved car is dying.<br />
We have been blessed with a car that we are so sad to think may not last much longer.<br />
Please pray with us for a good replacement.
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We are trying to have faith that God will provide again. But it's hard sometimes.<br />
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Also pray that we can find a way for Mom and Minnie to get Lyme treatment soon! They are sick too.<br />
Just because they aren't as sick as I am, does not mean they don't need treatment too.<br />
We don't want them getting as sick as me!<br />
I have found a Lyme doctor close, but we don't have the funds at this point.<br />
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This is my off week of treatment, so you may expect a video blog update closer to the end of the week.<br />
Once I stop sleeping non-stop.<br />
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I am blessed!Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-13204534086082458292012-06-24T22:23:00.001-07:002012-06-24T22:33:40.942-07:00Bugs...Tonight I am CRAWLING out of my skin. I feel like I am covered in bugs. Nats, flies, fleas, spiders, you name it.<br />
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I started treatment last Monday and I am herxing, these bugs are desperate to live and they are driving me insane!<br />
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But to bring you up to date a bit, I did finally have my awesome purple Power Port placed 2 weeks ago today. And I started treatment a week ago.<br />
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And this is with it accessed!</div>
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Now, I will attempt to try to explain THIS months treatment plan, it is a bit confusing, until you live and breath it, and then you can still get confused. :)<br />
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So treatments will only ever be on Monday, Wednesday, and Fridays, 3 weeks on and one week off where I'll go back to D.C. to see my Dr. and figure out the new plan.<br />
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This month is:<br />
1st. week: IV antibiotic, 2 times a day<br />
2nd week: add in an oral antibiotic<br />
3rd. week: I'll add yet another oral antibiotic, but that one will be Thursday and Friday only.<br />
4th week: OFF! And back to D.C.<br />
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I know next month they are going to add another IV antibiotic, plus Mepron (a thick, yellow-like, paint med for Babesia), and who knows what all else. I may update you then, however no promises.<br />
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Anyway, I had to find something to take my mind off these bugs and the pain and all the other symptoms.<br />
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Also, please continue to pray for my friends I mentioned last post, particularly Juliana. She was admitted today, they don't know what is going on, but its NOT good. This was her first trip outside the house this year....in an ambulance. :( <br />
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AND.....I have now realized that these "bugs" is actually all over nerve pain, just coming on slowly. :(<br />
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<br />Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-45849122573729306752012-06-17T11:07:00.001-07:002012-06-17T11:08:54.185-07:00Calling on my prayer warriors...Today this blog is not about me.<br />
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I want everybody who would have spent time praying for me today, to pray for 2 others who are in need of intercession: Juliana and Bella<br />
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Juliana is a wife and mother of a 4 year old and she is fighting with every bit that she has, to live. And has been for many months! I do not know all the specifics. I do know that she has had a collapsed lung for months, among many, many, many other complications!<br />
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And Bella is a 12 year old, again fighting with all she has. She is in so much pain that she has been on her hands and knees for days at a time. Not eating. Not talking, except to say that "they aren't helping me". She is so young and is no longer lucid, mentally and emotionally, she is gone. She no longer has the coping skills of your average sick patient, not to mention child.<br />
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So today I ask you to pray for Juliana and Bella, please. They are suffering so much more than I and they need a lot of prayer! <br />
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<br />Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-11752489058164352312012-06-07T19:32:00.001-07:002012-06-07T19:32:24.540-07:00I am impossible...Absolutely impossible.<br />
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I say I<br />
want company.<br />
I want to talk.<br />
I want somebody<br />
to come sit<br />
on my bed<br />
with me.<br />
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But at the<br />
same time,<br />
I am so<br />
tired of people<br />
coming in.<br />
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I want to be left alone<br />
but I don't<br />
want to be<br />
alone.<br />
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I hate people<br />
seeing me like<br />
this.<br />
I hate<br />
the way I<br />
look.<br />
I'm not<br />
dressed for company.<br />
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I feel horrible.<br />
They may sit<br />
on my bed.<br />
And jiggle.<br />
I feel worse. <br />
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I have nothing<br />
to say.<br />
I can't<br />
think<br />
when they ask<br />
a question.<br />
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I am impossible.<br />
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In my head<br />
I want you here.<br />
But my body<br />
freaks out<br />
when there are<br />
people around.<br />
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I am just simple impossible<br />
I am sorry.<br />
<br />Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-39319101638558359332012-05-15T22:07:00.002-07:002012-05-15T22:07:52.990-07:00I have given it all to God. Again and again.<br />
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I have a peace that passes understanding.<br />
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Peace.<br />
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I will be ok.<br />
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<br />Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-33240369368312819692012-05-15T08:43:00.000-07:002012-05-15T08:43:04.042-07:00I've tried to stay so positive. So optimistic. But its all run out.<br />
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All I have any longer is tears. An abundance of them.<br />
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Where is MY chance at life?<br />
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WHERE?!?!Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-88506848315211889732012-05-14T15:40:00.000-07:002012-05-14T15:42:42.893-07:00Prayers Needed....We are so close. I have finally gotten where I want to be. I have made it through the waiting list. I have gone off abx to build my immune system. I have gotten my sleep where they want it.<br />
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I have been medically cleared.<br />
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Yet, we are lacking. Its just outside of out grasp....IV treatment.<br />
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Please, please pray that the Lord would make this possible for me.<br />
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Many people have helped, Thank you so much! I am forever indebted to you!!<br />
<br />Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-90312480164285707442012-03-11T22:45:00.000-07:002012-03-11T22:45:08.958-07:00Too Much....I remembered my blog today.<br />
Tears come when I realize how behind I am.<br />
I'm a wreck.<br />
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If I'm inspired, I may update more later.<br />
After some fog lifts.<br />
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So lets just start with this week.<br />
Meeting with anesthesiologist today.<br />
Appt. with Dr. Wonderful Chiropractor and massage therapist on Thursday.<br />
And surgery Friday.<br />
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That's it.Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-89794155455090688862012-02-18T04:27:00.000-08:002012-02-18T04:27:54.357-08:00Pain<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Things that cut so deep...</span> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">People thinking I'm faking my illness. My <i>serious</i> illness. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">That<span style="font-size: large;"> </span>people are scared of me. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">That people don't understand my illness or my needs because of it. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">That the one who did understand is 2000 miles away. (I miss you Gina!!) </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">That people just see my smile and assume that I'm doing good. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">It just all hurts.<br />
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But I forgive them. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-3701694861506312042012-01-19T04:47:00.000-08:002012-01-19T04:50:54.252-08:00My first week in Ohio...<div style="text-align: center;">Tears </div><div style="text-align: center;">Adjustments</div><div style="text-align: center;">Doctors</div><div style="text-align: center;">Exhaustion</div><div style="text-align: center;">Fear </div><div style="text-align: center;">Tears</div><div style="text-align: center;">Homesick </div><div style="text-align: center;">More adjustments</div><div style="text-align: center;">Pain</div><div style="text-align: center;">More Doctors</div><div style="text-align: center;">Tests </div><div style="text-align: center;">Coumadin Clinic</div><div style="text-align: center;">More tests</div><div style="text-align: center;">An added diagnosis</div><div style="text-align: center;">And meds to go with<br />
And more pain</div><div style="text-align: center;">More adjustments</div><div style="text-align: center;">And more tears </div><div style="text-align: center;">And more fear</div><div style="text-align: center;">Pain.<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">There were a few visitors added in and my my memory foam bed, down blanket and flannel blanket in there. Those are the positives I can think of. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">But basically, a very hard, hectic week. And today I am off to Coumadin Clinic, and getting an Echocardiogram and Tilt Table Test done. Another big, full day.<br />
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And to be clear, I am not complaining. Merely documenting my week. And the some of the emotions and things that I have faced.<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><3 Ciao. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-76816399157880659122011-12-31T06:42:00.000-08:002011-12-31T06:42:37.194-08:00PICC-ture post....The last couple days have been extremely hard with ER visits, infusion centers, Drs, etc. And here are pictures to explain some. But first, so you know why it started going down hill so, I'll give a quick intro.<br />
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I started developing symptoms of a blood clot or infection in my PICC line, hence the ER, a blood clot was found, and the line had to be taken out. That is the VERY short story of a long and VERY complicated process. Just let the pictures explain the rest.<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">How many lines and sticks does it take a Lymie to get a blood clot dx'ed and her PICC line removed??</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">A very faithful friend for over 9 months. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Kissing it goodbye, preparing myself for the removal. I had no idea...</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I was in need of much grace, and a friend suggested I write it on my hand. I loved it! </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Second ER visit.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">ALWAYS were leggings or something to the ER. You WILL be exposed and freezing cold and need them!! </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">The aftermath. The biggest purple spot was the insert site. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I how I feel now. I feel as if my 5th limb was hacked off. I knew it had to come out. Wanted it out before it caused more problems. But wasn't really prepared. And I'm still left with the clot pain. And my arm feels weird just rubbing against fabric since I've worn stockinette every day for more than 9 months. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">And last but not least, God's grace is sufficient!! </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">In the mean time I have to go to the infusion center daily for Lovenox shots, and Coumadin doses, and INR testing. That's for about a week, then lots of other follow up stuff that I have no energy to explain. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Thank you all for your love and support who have been following this on FB. I'll be ok. Am ok. Just working through it. And should have another line in 3 weeks. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Happy New Year!!! </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><3 Lynnelle </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div>Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-75956189122568834582011-12-07T08:55:00.000-08:002011-12-07T08:55:45.428-08:00I just want to say,<div style="text-align: center;">I love cable knit! </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">That's all. </div>Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-81876027740999492762011-12-04T10:05:00.000-08:002011-12-04T10:05:22.289-08:00D.C. trip - part 2So, I am finally getting around to updating about my trip and all.<br />
Its been a tough few weeks and the last couple of days have been particularly hard. But I am trying to get this done and out of the way.<br />
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I think part of the reason I have been so disconbobulated about righting about my visit is because I pretty much knew what they were going to say, so it wasn't a surprise or shock.<br />
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So Wednesday morning we had to leave our hotel at 6am. to catch the shuttle to the train station at the airport, we trained down to D.C. and then caught a taxi to Dr. Jemsek's office. And we arrived at 8:30, right on time. We were VERY happy that we had decided not to drive down into D.C. using our GPS!!<br />
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We met with the PA that we had scheduled with, as it was faster to get in with her, and fell in love! She was so kind and compassionate and we just really cliched with her. (Afterward it was a little sad to know that she would not be a part of my care as she does not deal with IV pts and that is the treatment they are putting me on.)<br />
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The short story is I am very sick and they want to get me a little better and get some symptoms under control before we start his intense IV therapy. So until the next time I see him, I am starting some new meds and supplements. Also getting a nodule on my thyroid checked out and a giant list of lab work done.<br />
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Also, they are concerned about my heart as I do have a lot of heart symptoms. Lyme and Babesia both cause a lot of heart symptoms, however, I have a pretty extensive family history of heart disease and failure. So I am going to get a full cardiac work up done just to be sure that there isn't other factors at play.<br />
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Dr. J's protocol pretty much is a pulsing plan. M/W/F are treatment days, 2 weeks on, 1 week off. He hits it with up to 4 different abx, to treat all the different forms that the Lyme bacteria takes on. And on the off days I would be detoxing with lactated ringers (basically like saline) and other stuff.<br />
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When you make the appt they say to expect to spend 3 hours in the office, plus you have to be 30 min. early to fill out final paperwork. Well, we were there over 5 hours and to say that I was completely exhausted is an understatement. I could no longer answer any questions or make any decisions. Everything they were saying was like a foreign language by the end.<br />
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After the appt we spent a while walking around (me riding in my wheelchair) trying to find food. However, the little bistros and delis aren't meant for whealchairs, whether no room for one, or the restaurant being down a flight of stairs.<br />
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Finally we just caught a cab back to the train station and went back to our hotel. I think it was after 4 when we got back, so it was an extremely long day!! I had just laid down when my brother and his family arrived and shortly later, my cousin and her family arrived.<br />
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Our hotel room was absolutely overflowing with people, kids, and noise! haha. But I was very happy to see everybody, it had been a long time. Its times like that where you do what you have to do, and you usually make it. Which I did!<br />
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Then Thursday we drove down to Virginia to visit with my Grandparents, which was SO nice!!! On the way down I had a pretty big gallbladder attack that just kept going, we had to stop about 4 times I think, for me to get myself together and go back down the road. It was intense but I didn't feel like wasting any more time than I had to just sitting along side the road!<br />
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My visit in VA was nice. Busy and a bit hectic, but nice. I got to see lots of family and even meet the man who will become the newest member of the Hilty clan. But Saturday night brought about a tragic accident where my cousin was shot in an hunting accident on my Uncle's farm where my Grandparents live.<br />
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He is going to be ok but I ask that you all pray for him and the family. They are facing a possible amputation of his right arm and this will be a tough decision to make! There was other abdominal damage done but they were able to fix him up, now its just a matter of time for that to heal.<br />
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So the shooting brought a whole new form of hecticness. But I was able to spend some special quality time with my Grandma after the helicopter, emergency everybodies, and family was all off to the hospital.<br />
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Then Sunday we drove back up to Baltimore and Monday my sister and flew back and my mom drove back to Ohio. And now you know the rest of the story. I will attach a video I made from the pictures I had on my phone from the trip. Enjoy!<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dwNZXoI1Ab4qK25IPPMBuBA6whTV57hoX3hf-nan__MOQi-mBNebayGWn7USqAvstO_4DazoI-R2zHXRcZyxg' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div>Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-28362630012916437122011-11-30T03:04:00.000-08:002011-11-30T03:04:25.600-08:00You may be a Lymie.......if you didn't even realize that you wrote the previous post. <br />
I got home from my trip and wondered what everybody was commenting on, went and checked it out and had a little surprise. haha...nice.<br />
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I'm sorry to you all who have been wondering what is going on and how the trip went and all. I am home and just trying to recover. And I've been in a really bad head space and not felt like writing or had the clarity.<br />
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I'll be back with a big update, soon hopefully!<br />
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Thank you all for the prayers during my trip! I literally felt carried on the wings of prayers and love.<br />
So thank you!!Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9011962283348625869.post-27600249800957613342011-11-15T23:14:00.000-08:002011-11-15T23:14:01.363-08:00D.C. trip - part 1Well, technically, we are in Baltimore, but that is not the point.<br />
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So, my sister and I flew in Monday and had a surprisingly uneventful flight/s.<br />
Yes, I was sick, and felt pretty terrible and in a lot of pain, but I was able to do it!<br />
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Getting through security and to our gate, a VERY different story!<br />
They had no idea what to do with me and all my medical liquids.<br />
Talk about utter chaos!!<br />
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But the entire day I just felt carried on the wings of prayers and so much love!<br />
I know a LOT of people were praying and thinking about me and I really felt them.<br />
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Now today, well yesterday by now but Tuesday, I expected to complete crash and but that kind of extreme fatigue/exhaustion where I can hardly move a single muscle, as this is what usually happens.<br />
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BUT, no. I keep having these big adrenaline rushes.<br />
Like when you hear some really bad news and the blood drains out of all your limbs and you feel cold and half hyper.<br />
Yeah, that.<br />
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I'm exhausted but still "going" (if you can consider tiny little trips to the bathroom and sitting half way up in bed typing out a post "going"!).<br />
I just keep having these rushes. One after the other.<br />
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I'm having a really hard time keeping anything down.<br />
I've tried to eat 2 or 3 times today and end loosing it each time.<br />
But what is unusual about that? Nothing. Very normal for me.<br />
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I just wanted to sort of document how this trip is going and I know a lot of people who are excited to hear all about it so I am going to try to give you at least a little update each day.<br />
Not promising, as the crash is likely to come eventually, but I'll try.<br />
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I'm getting another rush right now, it is 1:55am.<br />
Hmmm....crazy body.<br />
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Sitting here realizing that I have to be ready to leave in 4 hours to leave for my appt, I'm starting to get nervous.<br />
This is actually becoming a reality.<br />
Wow.<br />
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OH! I had visitors tonight. My cousin and his wife and kids came to see us here at the hotel. It was tough, with the noise and stimulation and everything, but I managed. YAY!<br />
**Thank you Doug and Dinah! Also, the pie was good, its my favorite!! ;)**<br />
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Its nice to be able to see family while I'm on the east coast!<br />
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Ok, the blood still hasn't returned to my feet and aparently not my brain either, I am totally fogging up.<br />
And my mom is snoring like crazy. Annoying.Lynnellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02168318113288226859noreply@blogger.com4