Things that cut so deep...
People's judgement towards me.
People thinking I'm faking my illness. My serious illness.
That people are scared of me.
That people don't understand my illness or my needs because of it.
That the one who did understand is 2000 miles away. (I miss you Gina!!)
That people just see my smile and assume that I'm doing good.
It just all hurts.
But I forgive them.
But I forgive them.
Much love to you all!!
~Lynnelle
You know what? Now that you're back in OH, you're within reach of my personal OB network. I can send out some tendrils and try to dig up some info for you, if you're interested.
ReplyDeleteSpoonies always have each others' backs. *e-hugs*
This such a good representation of things that we all deal with. The smile that people mistake for perfect health...what does smiling have to do with health? Sheesh! Just know that you are loved! xoxo
ReplyDeletethank you for writing things my brain cant but heart wants too...... it does hurt. : / <3 alisa
ReplyDeleteLoving reading some of this.
ReplyDeletexoxox
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